Kunnes Opin

Liian kauan odotin.
Mutta sanoin viimein:
Lopeta se saatanan valehteleminen.

"En osaa,
en ymmärrä,
en tiedä.
Mitä väliä.
En koskaan tehnyt sitä."

Ei, en koskaan valmistunut.
Mut nyt mä olen valmis.
Olemaan minä.

Katsoin sinuun kerran
ja muistan teeskennelleeni,
etten pelkäisi.
Oikeesti olin paskat housussa,
hukassa.

En uskaltanut avautua,
antaa itseni rakastua.
Ei.
En antanut epäonnistua.

Onneksi elämä
mut kerta toisensa jälkeen
seinään paiskasi.
Pisti palasiksi,
murskasi.

Kunnes opin.
Antamaan anteeksi.
Olemaan itse itselleni tarpeeksi.

The Seed

Does the tree envy

The safety of the concealed seed?

And the seed, can it fathom

The hight of the soaring tree?

Is not the seed simply a seed,

Yet a tree within?

Incomplete complete.

Undefined definite.

So are we all.

Still, yet ever growing.

The Fall of Man

And so we fall
From the grotesque castles
Paved with rotten fruit
Of the garden that once was

Our brilliance stained
With insignificant worry 
Our minds stale
Stuck in a dead loop

Fostered we were 
Given a chance to be born
In the vast love of our Earthly Mother

But our innocence we at first instance
Declare a weakness
Exchange it for false futures
And gross cravings

No more do green blades of grass greet me
No more do winged creatures delight me
No more do I stand before my Creator in awe
No, obsessed by my own reflection in the mirror
My self I adore

On this Earth an arrogant force I walk
All beings fragile I stomp on
Taking Life
Never even blinking an eye

Denied have I 
The immortal wisdom in me
Severed have I
My divine origin 
Annihilated have I
The human within

What is it I want now?
Nothing please! 
Purify me of my greed
Take away my everything
An innocent being make of me

Otherwise, end me